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Mon, 19 Oct 1998 01:17:15 EDT
well...ya know..I DID in fact take it personally...as U obviously didnt
understand the way in which I was saying it...like I said...I dont feel I need
to spell things out for U or anyone for that fact..it was pretty simple....
Patty got it and so did many others...why do U insist on instigating
situations?
Khufu continued:
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ya know if U really didnt care so much U wouldnt have written an entire
paragraph illustrating it...
Anne wrote:
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money has hardly anything to do with it...its called determination and wanting
it so badly U can taste it....I went to 20 shows on the last tour and U think
*I* have money?? helllllll no! I slept in my car in some cities, crashed on
friends floors in other cities, didnt eat for 2 or 3 days at times, ditched my
credit card payments and car payments for months on end, and we wont even talk
about the ticket prices...I bullshitted my way into half of the shows cause I
didnt have money for tickets at times and I RARELY saw a hotel except for the
S. American shows I was at. I stayed in youth hostels and did ALOT of walking
cause I couldnt afford taxis and such. This all has nothing to do with
money....it has to do with the fact that I wanted to be there SO badly that I
made it happen with what little money I did make..and thats not alot...I too
am a student and I too live at home and no I didnt get handouts from
mommy....so when U say oh U have loads of money..thats bullshit...its not
about money...its about love, yearning, and needing something so badly that U
will do anything U can to get there...
and ya know what? Id do it again in a freakin heartbeat!
Patty wrote:
<<But in the end, it's all worth it because you have memories you can
take to the grave. But contrary to what you somehow got wind of,
I'm not loaded - I'm only reasonably comfortable, *but* very, very
determined>>
Patty CLEARLY understands and knows about all that we go through...and
yes..shes right...it IS determination and making the time and wanting to do
it. For some people they cant and I realize that ......and I will be there
again next tour ....
and lastly all I am going to say is simply that *I* was posting about *MY*
trip to dublin...I was telling U things I had learned and was trying to share
it with everyone...Patty was right..I didnt have to share anything ..but i
did..and to all of U who sent me personal emails telling me thank U and that U
appreciated it..I thank U...to the ones who dont seem to get it...like Khufu
and Anne...just scroll and delete but quit attacking and making a bigger deal
out of a simple "rhetorical remark"
Nico
PS: Khufu wrote: <<so patty c why don't you take your venom at spit it
somewhere else>>
"can I just say something?....thats.....thats sad"
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